FIRST TRIMESTER VLOG | weeks 4 - 13 pregnancy after loss

Freya this is such precious moments for you. I couldn't settle until I got to about 16 wks. My losses were 2 12, 13 and 12 weeks. We did say if we'd lost the last one, we wouldn't try again, as I was 37. But he was born in the Aug, and is 18 this year and passed his driving test yesterday. I'm so happy for you and Barney is going to be the best big brother ever. Please look after yourselves and all my love xx ❤ ps you're allowed to get emotional. I still do! xx ❤️

My very best wishes to you and Tom and the baby Freya.

Freya this was so wonderful to watch ❤ I am so happy for you xxx

The most important thing is that the baby will be healthy

Awww Freya, don't worry about getting emotional you've been through a lot. You are now on the roller coaster called parenthood and being emotional is a given and worth every minute😊❤

My daughter had losses and felt like you, every little twinge had her panicking and she didn’t feel as bonded to the foetus. But she gave birth to a wonderful little girl who is now 10. Hoping your rainbow baby brings you every joy. You and Tom will be wonderful parents and Barney a wonderful big brother!

Freya you’re going to make a lovely mum lovely you really are. I’m sending you a big hug x

Freya your emotions are all over the place and you are doing amazing x You are glowing x I must say I got emotional watching you you are doing so well sending ypu a big hug x

Freya you have all out wishes and prayers 🙏 ❤️ always xxx

It's so lovely seeing your bump grow. Documenting your pregnancy journey on here and your other platforms will be such a wonderful momento. Freya, nothing you say about how you're feeling is tmi. Most of us mums have been through it and you don't need to apologise for anything. You're growing a little Freya or Tom and it's magical. 💖💙

So happy for you both and of course Barney ❤

Congratulations! Sooo happy for you and Tom. I've watched for a long time but never commented! I think you'll be an amazing mum ❤ My babies are grown up now 😅 but I'm looking forward to all the pregnancy/motherhood vlogs xx

You’re doing amazing. Your videos have been the first pregnancy videos I’ve been able to watch going through infertility. I had my IVF frozen embryo transfer on Tuesday. 2 weeks wait and hopefully see a positive test for the first time. So looking forward to watching your journey. You are so strong 🥰

My rainbow baby will be 4 years old next week 🥹🩷🫶🏻 excited to follow your journey Freya you’re going to be the best mummy, sending positive vibes your way xxx

Aww you are so brave for filming this after your losses. I feel awful for not liking your vlogs as it seemed like you was just going through the motions lately. I am so happy for you, Tom and Barney

Aww Freya it’s so sad seeing you get upset we never see this side of you but I’m so grateful to see the reality and honesty as I lost one at 4/5 weeks too but I can’t imagine how your feeling now. Sending love to you all 🫶🏻

A surprise is the best ❤

Big hug you are brave and beautiful person you will get your wish it will come true ❤❤xxx❤

You should watch fayre jay Just been through journey having a baby

❤❤❤ya made me emotional too , your feeling all the normal feelings , ya doing amazing ❤🤗🤗xx