Ive been in a relationship for for basically 4 months close to 5, we met and we talked aparently we had added eachother long ago and we just met up again on accident, and we just hung out and flirted a bit but then he was like hah but you could never ever want to talk to me and i was like why not? Give me your socials lets talk , after that we spent the whole night on call and for a few days that was how It was we would call every single moment we could, the moment we got home , when we showered and of course sleep calls we kinda acted like bf and gf so then we made It oficial , after that everything was great , then like always people come, and people started flirting with me at first i was very rejecting like one should, but then this girl came and she asked if i could be her gf and that was very abrupt on her but somehow i accepted ( even though i had my bf) i told them i had a bf but they didnt back off, It was a very complicated relationship with her she already had 2 boyfriends so they were poly basically and they broke up like 2 days after i accepted to be her gf, so i didnt know what to do i was like wtf? After some days and some talk with a friend of the now ex bfs of her and all i broke up with her ( she was like obsessive 10x1000 she wanted to visit me in my country when se could which was crazy ???? We had barely met each other a few days ago so yeah that ended ( still i was with my bf) then i met this guy who was romanian but lived in spain so he talked spanish and not very good english , we talked and somehow we started having e-sex ?? Somehow idk how that happened , blocked him after a bit because i felt shit that i was chatting on my bf ( i am a fucking dirty cheating bitch this happens again) , i meet a couple other nothing ends up into anything more really then i met this guy we talked for a bit told him i had a boyfriend he backed off but he was nice so i didnt block him or anything, 3 months into being with my bf we meet again that dude and i , i hadnt seen him in a long while so i dropped by to say hello ( mistake) he ends up flirting with me and like the whore i am i dont reject him ( he asks if i was still with my bf) I LIE i say that we broke up a few weeks ago and its was communication issues , so we flirt, flirting goes to calling every day, every HOUR of the day ( i never back off) he says and keepa asking if i could be his girlfriend i try to reject but i dont end Up doing a too good job and he keeps at It till i eventually accept, so now i have 2 bfs , bf number 1(18) is beautifull and amazing and wonderfull but his hours where we could talk where are, bf number 2(23 :( ) wanted to make time for me and talk to me all the time, i started school again ( im 17 on my last semeter before university) bf 2° is insistent to talk to me through the days i try to break up with him nothing works , and i keep distancing myself from bf 1°, today i decides to end things with both i couldnt keep being a liar , so 1 hour ago i sent the message, i take a bath get out of the bath and bf 1° has answered, he wont break up with me, and wants things to go slow if i so wish ( I WANNA KMS) so i fold i say i wont break up with him and if we could really take things slow, he says yes that im a wonderfull person and he wants me in his future life even (I WANNA KMS AGAINNN) bf 2° hasnt answered but I CANT FOLD I CANT KEEP CHEATING I DONT WANT TO KEEP CHEATING WE HAVE TO BREAK UP BUT I CANT TELL THEM THE TRUTH.