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this video is the duality of a woman and I love that it’s so raw and vulnerable. being a girl is so beautiful. i was so relieved to see you feeling better half way through the video 💜
yeah dont ever apologize for being emotional or sensitive. man that’s just life. feel that shit and keep it moving girl! you got this
THE ONLY REASON WHY I LOOK FORWARD TO FRIDAYS
the “and drvgs” KILLED ME 🤣
As someone has had constant ups and downs with their mental health their entire life I just wanna say I appreciate this video and the vulnerability🤎
JEZZ DONT apologize for being emotional. Girl let it out and talk to us, about anything you’re comfortable talking about 🫶🏼
i’ve been a silent viewer for about a year now & not to be cheesy but i just wanna say thank you. your videos have really helped me through some truly hard times, tbh you are my comfort youtuber LMAOOO but on a real note i really hope this comment can bring even a little bit of that happiness back to you while you’re going through this! take care of yourself, we’re all rooting for you miss girl! <3
Gosh you repeatedly saying “it’s okay” to yourself, I do that too, and I just wish I could give you the biggest hug. Sorry your feeling like this, just know you are the best part of our fridays, thanks for being here 🤍
I feel so understood right now. Currently in the same cycle, you’re not alone and I’m not either. ❤️ thank you for sharing and making someone’s day better 🫶🏼
7:09 7.8 magnitude burpquake
you’re actually, seriously my comfort person jez. i love you and i hope you feel better
girl i love you so much! DON’T EVER apologize for being so emotional or feeling any kind of way. it’s normal to not be okay God bless you babe 🤍
the way you described the half brain situation is sooooo real like i have two halves fighting all the time between "i hate it here" and "i love it here"
57:16 I know you said you’ve tried everything and it didn’t work, but watching this shows me that it is working!! The fact that you’re still here, and still doing these things shows that it’s working. One thing I’ve learned from my years in therapy is that it won’t “fix” you. You’ll still have depression, or OCD, or anxiety, but you’ll learn how to manage them better, and gain the tools to know no matter what happens, you can make it through it. You are handling this beautifully, and I think this video is so valuable because it shows how healthy coping looks like. You’re doing what little things you can to feel better, reframing and challenging negative beliefs, all while still showing the reality of how those coping skills don’t just automatically fix things forever, but they get you through right now. Love the video, excited for you when you start feeling better!
You are truly an inspiration to my 13yr old daughter.. she suffers from anxiety and depression she hates to be in crowds .. but when she started to watch you she been okay with it cause she someone with the same issue and you are talking about it to the world.. please keep speaking out cause you are truly inspiring to people 🙏
Hey girl Estie here! The Effaclar from La roche has a high percentage of benzoyl peroxide and salicylic acid and Lha. It’s more for severe cases of acne, it looks like you probably had more of a reaction to the benzoyl peroxide.
i love how emotional you are jez , these videos make me feel so seen
STARDEW VALLEY TRULY SAVES LIVESSSS
I would just like to say- it is absolutely okay and healthy to grieve. I grieve for the people I used to be, the homes I used to have, the lives I used to live, etc. just remember that you’re grieving because it was worth it. Always remind yourself that while there is pain there is gratitude and love. That there is always a new chapter that is so excited to meet you and show you new avenues to find love and peace.
girl you make me feel so seen and so heard and your honesty is the whole reason we’re all here