talking about my mental illness and going to a rage room to feel better

"I give too much shits" LITERALLY ME TOO, AS MUCH AS I TRY TO NOT CARE I ALWAYS DO😭

sometimes i feel like - the more you build up in your life (for example routines, going to the gym etc.) the harder a depressive episode will kick in... because then i can just think about my productive me and all the routines i wanna get back on track with and that makes it even harder to get out of these episodes.. lots of love to you kayla, you will rock this when you´re ready for it <3

you are the only creator who has truly TALKED about PMDD. i’ve had it since i was 14 (they misdiagnosed me with Bipolar Type 2 at first…not kidding) but it was PMDD the whole time. just, thank you so much for talking about it, including derealization. both things have ruined my life sometimes or put me in dark places. i know how you feel girl.

I missed these ambient vlogs so much I still watch your old ones 🩵🫶🏻

from adhd to pmdd to derealization (I didn’t even know this was a thing that other people experienced too !!) thank you for talking about this because I feel so SEEN. It’s so scary going through episodes because you don’t see others experiencing it and you deadass feel crazy. I adore you, we all adore you—thank you for talking about mental health ❤️

kayli, i struggle with all the same things. here’s a list: depression anxiety ocd adhd panic disorder pmdd bipolar disorder i will be right here to confirm that yes, god did put you on this earth for this reason. about a year ago, i was being abused severely physically and mentally by my ex boyfriend. your videos about hair were my only escape. when we broke up, your personality and channel encouraged me to find myself again. i did my makeup, i did my hair and nails, i felt like me again. thank you so much and don’t worry about posting so much and stressing yourself out. we love you :)

Wow... I remember your channel at 20k... I'm so happy for you & thank you for being such an honest person

Started with "how to grow my hair" and now I'm here. Sending you a virtual hug

as a girl dealing with derealisation for couple years, it will get better, it will come back sometimes but it will get better, you need to accept it, derealisation is just your brain trying to calm you down, it's your brain's way to protect you from "danger", take care, love you guys

I'm so happy you posted. I was worried about you watching it. I really hope you feel better, kayli 🤍🤍

i love kayli's videos they are so calming. sending so much love <3

Omggg i missed u girl 😭😭😭❤️

SHES BACK YAY!!! I love you kayli I’ve been hoping you’d post again and praying that you where ok.. I ended up going back and rewatching all of your older videos bc I missed you 😭 thank you for the amazing content always and being real sending love and prayers your way ♥️♥️

14:22 is something that I can relate to so much. It’s like you know you ’should’ get better and kinda know how to but you just have 0% energy to do it

The book Period Repair Manual really helped me understand my PMDD! I recommend it to anyone trying to understand hormones!!! HORMONES can change everything! Thanks for sharing your experiences and thoughts! Be kind to yourself! Drink a glass of water and say hey I love myself for drinking this glass of water! Sometimes the simplest tasks are what we are able to accomplish that day and that’s totally okay! btw your hair looks amazing! ❤

So nice to hear someone talk about the derealization. Everything you said about it is so true! I feel like no one talks about it because it can sometimes not make sense to someone who hasn't dealt with it. You put it into great words. Thank youu for bringing light to it.💕💕

Your videos gives me sm comfort 🫶🏻

Some People on the internet take mental health as a joke

Missed you girlieee! Wishing nothing but the best for you🫶🏻♥️

I relate to this SO much especially the executive dysfunction and the derealization. So proud of you and sending you so much love! Will always be here no matter how long take a break for <3