*Emotional* Chat About My Life

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Dy, I do not blame you for being scared, or angry or frustrated etc. You fight literally every single day, multiple times a day. This is NOT your fault, none of this is your fault. The Medical profession chose their jobs, they know they come with some easy to deal with conditions and some difficult to deal with conditions and patients. If you were to change places with them, it would be the same. Helping people like you should be a challenge to them, something that gives them more experience than they have. If only they would see it that way, they would then be able to be there for anyone else who came in with a rare disorder. Neurologists and Orthopaedic Doctors are the most serious and often gruff and grumpy doctors. I worked in a hospital many years ago, on the clerical staff but we all knew the ones who were gruffer than Most and it hasn’t changed to this day. Being scared is a very normal feeling, especially when your life is being threatened by health issues. One of my friends had Rheumatoid Arthritis like me and developed the heart failure that is associated with RA. It is very hard Dy, you have really good coping skills that carry you well, but reality is what it is and you are allowed to feel how you do. Fighting it is sometimes too hard, don’t you find? I always say today is a NO day but promise myself the next day will be better, or I will do something that makes it better. I always say a prayer for you dear friend, God is always on your side. Take care of you always ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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